I feel as though I’m at the same point in my life that I was years ago. It’s hard to put my thoughts down but its like groundhog day reliving the same pain over and over never realizing the lesson that I’m supposed to learn. What am I supposed to learn? I’m supposed to learn that I’m good enough plain and simple. I deserve to be treated as though I matter….my thoughts and feelings matter. If anyone does not respect me then I am to let them go and walk out of my life forever. I don’t know why I haven’t let that happen in the past but now is the time to do it. Allowing it to repeat is the underlying problem.